Reflection

So, I'm sitting here in my comfy chair with a cup of coffee. I have a cat sleeping on each arm of the chair. My Christmas tree is lit. The heat is on. It's beautiful outside, with the snow covering the deck and the branches of the tree.

My dad is upstairs sleeping. He's been here for about four weeks now, spending time with my sister and me, while continuing to recover from his stroke. I like having him here and it will be difficult when he goes home to Florida in a couple of weeks.

Last night I had dinner at my sister's. Harry made a delicious dinner and my step-sister and her family were over. They shared all kinds of stories about their recent travels and it was nice just to be all around each other. Including my mom and dad.

I have friends coming over tonight for a little holiday gathering. There will be food and drink and laughter and games. Fun.

I have a job I truly enjoy, even though it's challenging and difficult at times. I work with great people, have made wonderful friends, and get the chance to make a difference in kids' lives.

I've been going to church for about three months. I volunteer on Sundays in the baby room. I've met people through growth groups. I attend with my sister, her family, and my friend.

I recently got back in touch with a childhood friend and visited her and her family in Texas. I had a great time and am so thrilled to have visited her.

Christmas is in a week. I love Christmas.

I need to be thankful and appreciative for the blessings in my life. I'm rich in blessings. I would love to have a family of my own. A husband who loves me and who I love in return. A child and a home. I need to trust God that this will come in time, that that want and desire will be filled.

Cherish what I have now. Be thankful. Count my blessings, because there are many.

Merry Christmas.